In the depths of my mind, questions reside,
Unanswered, they linger, like a rising tide.
I cannot fathom why, oh, why,
You yearned for a clean slate, to start anew,
Yet the words remain false, like morning dew.
Lost and confused, I wander in despair,
As you spin tales and spend time with others, unaware,
What have I done to deserve this deceit?
You live two lives, destroying just one,
I pleaded for openness, honesty, but it was all undone.
You claimed a loyal, committed bond we’d share,
No side hustles, no other men to bear.
I tried to believe, time and time again,
But your misleading ways brought nothing but pain.
Trust, loyalty, honesty, my heart longed for these,
Yet stories, lies, and cover-ups brought me to my knees.
How do I navigate a path so unclear,
When you’re shrouded in falsehood, I hold dear?
Love cannot thrive when trust is betrayed,
A heart shattered repeatedly, dismayed.
Why do you play this game, this cruel charade?
To destroy the one who loved you, once so unswayed.
I gave you my heart, my soul, my trust,
Yet honesty and openness were left in the dust.
This is my final plea, my last request,
To reveal the truth, to put my mind at rest.
But deep down, I know, truth won’t be spoken,
For in your world, honesty is broken.
If I’m not worth love and respect, it seems,
Our relationship was built on false dreams.
I entrusted you with my secrets, my all,
But you discarded them, watching them fall.
You’ve proven again that trust is a must,
And sadly, you’ve shattered it, blackened with mistrust.
The choice now lies in your hands, my dear,
To embrace honesty, to make it clear.
But I fear, in my heart, that you cannot,
For truth seems to elude you, like a fleeting thought.
So, this is the end, my final plea,
To be told the truth, the reason behind your secrecy.
I cared for you deeply, I wanted you safe,
In my arms, where love would find its place.
But I ask for one thing, if you can find it within,
To respect me enough, to bare your hidden sin.
Explain why you did what you did, I implore,
Though I know, in my heart, you’ll choose silence once more.
If I’m not worth the truth, love, or respect,
Then our relationship was doomed to deflect.
I trusted you with my all, my support, my love,
Yet you discarded it, like a forgotten glove.
You’ve reinforced the stereotype, it seems,
That black men are untrustworthy, breaking dreams.
Now, the decision is yours, my love,
But I doubt you possess the courage thereof.
To speak even a single truth, so plain,
Leaving me to grapple with this endless pain.
So, farewell, my love, it’s time to part ways,
For in this sea of deceit, I can no longer s
In the depths of my mind, questions reside,
Unanswered, they linger, like a rising tide.
I cannot fathom why, oh, why,
You yearned for a clean slate, to start anew,
Yet the words remain false, like morning dew.
Lost and confused, I wander in despair,
As you spin tales and spend time with others, unaware,
What have I done to deserve this deceit?
You live two lives, destroying just one,
I pleaded for openness, honesty, but it was all undone.
You claimed a loyal, committed bond we’d share,
No side hustles, no other men to bear.
I tried to believe, time and time again,
But your misleading ways brought nothing but pain.
Trust, loyalty, honesty, my heart longed for these,
Yet stories, lies, and cover-ups brought me to my knees.
How do I navigate a path so unclear,
When you’re shrouded in falsehood, I hold dear?
Love cannot thrive when trust is betrayed,
A heart shattered repeatedly, dismayed.
Why do you play this game, this cruel charade?
To destroy the one who loved you, once so unswayed.
I gave you my heart, my soul, my trust,
Yet honesty and openness were left in the dust.
This is my final plea, my last request,
To reveal the truth, to put my mind at rest.
But deep down, I know, truth won’t be spoken,
For in your world, honesty is broken.
If I’m not worth love and respect, it seems,
Our relationship was built on false dreams.
I entrusted you with my secrets, my all,
But you discarded them, watching them fall.
You’ve proven again that trust is a must,
And sadly, you’ve shattered it, blackened with mistrust.
The choice now lies in your hands, my dear,
To embrace honesty, to make it clear.
But I fear, in my heart, that you cannot,
For truth seems to elude you, like a fleeting thought.
So, this is the end, my final plea,
To be told the truth, the reason behind your secrecy.
I cared for you deeply, I wanted you safe,
In my arms, where love would find its place.
But I ask for one thing, if you can find it within,
To respect me enough, to bare your hidden sin.
Explain why you did what you did, I implore,
Though I know, in my heart, you’ll choose silence once more.
If I’m not worth the truth, love, or respect,
Then our relationship was doomed to deflect.
I trusted you with my all, my support, my love,
Yet you discarded it, like a forgotten glove.
You’ve reinforced the stereotype, it seems,
That black men are untrustworthy, breaking dreams.
Now, the decision is yours, my love,
But I doubt you possess the courage thereof.
To speak even a single truth, so plain,
Leaving me to grapple with this endless pain.
So, farewell, my love, it’s time to part ways,
For in this sea of deceit, I can no longer stay.